Taking responsibility for yourself and your energy, especially after a lifetime of projecting and deflecting, can be a very challenging thing to do.  There are threethings needed to begin the process:  where to start, how to change the thinking and finding the when.  If you are unwilling to accept responsibility for the role you have played, the rebuilding may be delayed. 

When you are fully ready…The Universe will be waiting with as much Unconditional Love and assistance as you need. ~ Creator