I generally don’t post about energy influxes via the ascension since many websites and blogs cover that angle in-depth.  And how these influxes of light codes affects each of us can vary.  But it seems the last few days for many have been particularly difficult on the body and the mind and emotions.

I personally have felt exhausted and found it difficult to do anything much, except to rest and sleep.  Because I don’t get so strongly affected, these influxes come and go and I don’t notice much in the way of physical symptoms.  But this one has been particularly debilitating.  And since in general I don’t experience this so acutely, as I did a few years ago when the fatigue was almost chronic, I started taking it personally.  I blamed it on my age, on what foods I was eating, maybe I had a disease or two.

Or at the very least, I thought I was coming down with a really bad cold or flu.  Lots of achiness, in the shoulders and neck, head and sinus area, even the gums were achey.

My mental state before the influx wasn’t great either, because I was going through a disconnected feeling and even felt a bit hopeless about this whole process.  So it’s no surprise that the light just intensified those emotions.  That’s what light does.

And then we see in the news a flare of suicides, which makes one wonder if they too were affected by the light, even if they were not aware as we are about it.

So I wanted to just mention this and remind anyone who is affected, not to take it personally.

For myself after the intense fatigue, I felt much better and lighter in terms of my darker emotions.  These energies are supposed to be clearing out old stuck mental and physical energies, and bring us up frequentially, and maybe that’s exactly what they are doing.

As much as we grow weary of this process and wonder if there is an end point where we are done, recalibrated and can feel confident that we will not be blindsided by these energies….well, I can’t personally answer the when but I know that yes, there is an end point.

But what I can say is that not taking it so personally does seem to help, at least for me.  Not thinking something is wrong or that you have done something wrong. That’s the mind trying to seduce us with more resistance.

If any of you want to weigh in with your own personal experiences the past couple of days, or at other times when you have felt the intensity of these light encoded energies, I’m sure others would benefit from your perspective.

Regardless of how we may feel, the light is benevolent.  It is actually us.  We are not really separated from it.  Those of us who are going through the most intense experiences have chosen this lifetime for our enlightenment, and we were not willing to wait two or three or more lifetimes.

But meanwhile, what a ride!