Jim:  As I sit here and have this dialogue with you, I’m looking out my window at mountains and sky and clouds. There is no hesitation in my space that, that’s me I’m looking at.  Here I can sit and see crystal kingdoms with great beings of light right there in the clouds.  Would the next experience be to do something with it? To share it with others or …?

Zadkiel:  That is an example of trying to fit that experience into the physical world.  And it does not fit.  Nor does it compute because of the third dimensional element of time. What to do with it, where to put it, is not needed in that realm or in that knowing space.  You can admire it, you can be it and be perfectly satisfied in being the knowing.  Or you can use the Rays of Creation and create something that uses that component and that knowing.  Whether you do, or you do not is of your decision. It is not necessary that you do something with every component that you access from that state of consciousness; that Universal Mind.

Jim:  So with all the access that is now becoming available I’m trying to make a decision through my limitedness as to what to do with it?

Zadkiel:  Correct.  The unlimited viewpoint is yet to be engaged.  There is a sequential order here.  It is desired that you are now stimulated to experience the knowing as well as a feeling. That expands the viewpoint of who you are. Then when that is integrated and useable, the awareness of the unlimited aspects of yourself will begin to come into play. Just as this aspect has begun to come into your reality.  

Jim:  I understand.

Zadkiel:  There is a neutrality here that is maintained in this state of awareness. It does not have the flux that third dimensional realities have, where you have great explosions of emotions; the highs, the fireworks, the lows.  It is a very stable flow.  You can create that if you so desire, but it is not a requirement.  When you continually take those aspects of knowing and beauty and try to create an emotional response, you limit it. You are trying to put it in a reality that cannot hold it.  

Do not think there is something wrong or amiss here.  It is an evolutionary process that you are engaged in.

Next Monday: Strings of Thought

This is an excerpt from a conversation between Archangel Zadkiel and Jim Self in the development of the Mastering Alchemy Lightbody course.

We would like to thank Joan Walker for bringing forth Zadkiel to speak through her. With her collaboration the Mastering Alchemy Level 3 course unfolded.