The End of Searching and the Arrival of Being
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There are no more words to say, no more carrots to chase, no more lines in the dirt to cross.
There are no more predictions, speculations, or projections to help us understand what the future will be, because the future is already here.
I remember decades ago, during my first dark night of the soul and my first rebirth in this life, I was obsessed with searching for something I knew was missing. My entire being was invested in this search for something I did not understand. I changed my lifestyle radically, and I cleaned up my life in ways that I didn't even know were lifestyle options, in an effort to reach what I was looking for. It was my evolving out of the past. I was finding my true self and my true freedom of being human. I didn't know what I was missing; I only knew that I was.
Then, like many of us, I began to remember my ancient backstory. I started to remember all the bits and pieces of ancient memory and wisdom, like where I came from, where I had been, and what I had learned. It was like getting a new life as I emerged from an old life I was so ill-suited for.
But these are the days when I no longer feel the obsession to search. I work simply to ensure I am in the right places at the right times. But nothing is missing within me anymore. I have completed collecting my fragmented self that was ripped apart because of a multitude of things this world does to a newly arriving soul, like a unsafe childhood, a bad relationship etc . . . where our true self never had a safe place to grow and blossom, to be seen, heard, or honored. I also remembered the relevant connecting threads of my past lives to assemble a bigger picture of my new wholeness that has always been with me. Nothing was ever lost.
Now, I am simply waiting. My soul is holding its breath. I can feel the new world arriving. There is no need to chase a destination, as I thought before. The new world is coming. I am only now waiting for its arrival, and I can feel it is close. I feel that butterfly excitement feeling in my chest that says it is so close it could arrive in my next breath.
So what do we do now that we have arrived?
All the nonsense in the world, the chaos makers, the abusers, the liars, and game players who lack integrity, and those who do not honor the sacred, I stand back and witness as it all slowly becomes a fading dream, a faux reality that is losing its way. We must all heal our addiction to chaos and drama and heal to enter this new world. This is easier said than done because we have mistaken chaos for passion, and trauma bonds as connection.
I feel I am holding my ground as I wait for the arrival of a new world. There are no more destinations within me to search for, only the now. I honor and respect my energy and spend it only in the places and areas of life where I am called to do so. I only give of my energy where it is honored and where it becomes useful. There is very little I want to involve myself with in the world anymore, just the sacred land under my feet that is tied to the stars and those who are walking in the same way.
I feel like I am slipping into our new world, not with a solar flash or epic event in time as before, just a gentle arrival into what I came here for in the first place.
And I wonder how many are feeling this too.
We have planned a gentle rebirth into this new world. We are entering into it with grace and ease and without trauma and chaos. We will enter this world where our souls will be honored, respected, loved, and cherished, not molded against our natural born divinity to fit into a robot-like society. This gentle rebirth is how a soul is intended to enter a new life, or a new cycle of reality. Life will be honored, and each path will be considered sacred.
I am waiting for all this. We are ready. We have nothing left to chase. We cannot force our arrival; we can only allow it to arrive. We only need to take another peaceful step in the direction of our hearts' calling and within the timing of our souls.
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