My dearest child, with all the clearing going on, you may be having a challenging time finding which way is up.  Just when you feel you are catching your breath and getting the hang of it, another experience from your past rises to be examined and cleared.  Do not be dismayed at this! 

These things have been waiting a very long time to be transformed and, even though it can be painful, they deserve to be released in the highest and best way.  Do your best and know that peace and joy will soon follow. ~ Creator