“I have spent a lot of money over the years with people who profess to be able to help with spiritual problems. I know now that we do it ourselves but am annoyed that I wasted money on these types. I am not able to see as you do but feel things intuitively. However this last week I feel as If I’m going Mad! I’ve been hit with every AP and EP symptom all at once. I’ve had pulsating in my head and thought my head would explode, hot flashes, nausea, flu like symptoms, palpitations, crying one minute then so angry I could scream but don’t know why. I don’t want to be with anyone and then feel lonely. I feel paranoid and think everyone is against me then it changes to normal the next moment! I have never felt all of this in such a way before and am trying to go with the flow and ride it out. Do you have any response to this other than going with the Highheart etc?” — Linda P.

This quote came from a Comment Linda P. wrote on another article a few days ago. Because it reflects the acceleration and amplification of the Ascension Process, its side effects and the Separation of Worlds or ‘bifurcation’ in 2018, I wanted to include it in this article. I’m certain many can relate to the side effects Linda has mentioned. So far the month of September has produced unusually intense head pains and pressures coming in from above the top of my head; other Ascension Process side effects too but the head and digestive issues have been very severe again lately. This head pain was so extreme today (September 16th) that it was comparable to a migraine and I had to spend the day laying down with ice packs on my head and the back of my neck trying to get through it. Then around 6PM PDT this evening this severe head pain suddenly stopped. Don’t be fooled however because there’s more coming so rest and sleep when you can everyone.

I also received an email the other day from someone else who shared a horrible experience she had a few days ago while driving home. We’ll call her “S”. While she was driving home something small suddenly dashed into the road in front of her. She didn’t know what it was and stopped to look. What she found was a dead kitten that she had unintentionally hit, and because she is an animal lover and has multiple cats herself, realizing she’d accidentally killed a kitten sent her off the deep end, as it would have done to most of us.

At first glance this experience seems like a really horrible “accident”, but as “S” dealt with her pain, guilt and quickly growing depression and general emotional and mental imbalances and even thoughts of suicide caused from accidentally killing a kitten, over a period of a couple of days she began to realize that she was actually under attack by nonphysical Team Dark. “S” tried to get help from different people; immediate help for the kitten, emotional support from her daughter over all “S” was feeling and so on but absolutely no one would help her in any way. This entire event was crafted for “S” by Team Dark and there would be zero help coming from anyone, which left her to live through all this on her own.

Because I’ve been through this myself multiple times but wrote about one incident with a kitten I adopted from an Animal Shelter around 2003 in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution, I knew exactly what “S” was going through. The consuming heartbreak, emotional pain, unrelenting guilt and eventual anger once I realized I was under attack and the kitten I’d adopted was what was used to attack me was almost too much. If you’re living the Ascension Process as a Forerunner, Lightworker, Gridworker, Embodier etc., then these attacks by nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark beings including dense, unaware physical humans becomes the norm unfortunately.

Team Dark—negative aliens, demons, entities and negative humans—get us where we live, where we feel, wound and fear the most. They use what we love and what we fear to harm us, send us into depression, consider suicide, and try to prevent or stop us from living the Ascension Process which automatically elevates physical and nonphysicalworlds and realities. They will do anything and everything to derail the Ascension Process and those of us anchoring it, or at best, grab as much human generated emotional energy fuel as they can. They intentionally create painful “accidents” like what “S” went through with the kitten including other negative, pain-inducing events over these ascension years. Team Dark intentionally creates negative, pain-filled events and directs them at certain individuals because it’s easy for them to manipulate dense low consciousness people, animals and insects to attack and harm physically, emotionally and mentally and wound, sidetrack and destabilize people. People, pets and things you love they’ll use; things and people you hate they’ll use; things and people you fear they’ll use against you and more. Solution? Evolve yourself beyond low-frequency ego-based “needy” love, fears and hatred.

Because “S” has been one of my readers for year and emails me when she’s going through severe situations like this and others, I know fairly well where she’s at within her personal Ascension Process. When she emailed me a few days ago with this kitten driving experience and shock and trauma she was in at that time, I was so impressed that she had discovered, on her own, that this entire event—every aspect of it—was designed and created by nonphysical Team Dark and used to attack her in trying to pull her back down into the dense darkness. It did not work and “S” made her way through this brutal negative attack all on her own and has come out the other side more empowered and Light-filled than she was beforehand. Such is the life of Forerunners living the Ascension Process, Embodiment Process and Separation of Worlds or bifurcation. Very well done “S”, very well done indeed and please continue. ❤

I shared these two women’s words and experiences to show both the amplified and accelerated next-level physical body side effects we’re going through in 2018, and the increase and amplification of negative attacks by nonphysical and physical Team Dark because of it and the Separation of Worlds (bifurcation). The energies and personal experiences, the ongoing Initiatic tests both positive and negative, both momentarily uplifting and momentarily crushing have been off the freakin’ Ascension Process charts throughout 2018, which brings us to the core of this article.

For the past few years I’ve had another one of my Higher Awareness symbolic cartoon-like images living in my head. If only I could draw better than I can! It’s of about five First Everything-ers (all this is in simple cartoon format please remember) pushed in around a wood chair that they’re all trying to get up on to screw in a LIGHT-bulb. Yep, that’s the spiritual joke; the old How many First Everything-ers does it take to screw in the NEW light-bulb? Answer? Fewer than you’d guess. So, with my symbolic cartoon visual in your mind’s eye and HighHeart now, we’ll get to the next layer of all this.

I’ve known post 2012, that the closer the First Everything-ers get to that magical, Alchemical tipping point within their individual Embodiment Processes of embodying enough Crystalline Christ frequency, the closer that Group brings all else to ‘the Event’ lets call it to make a point. Additionally, the more each individual Embodier embodies Crystalline Christ frequency within themselves, the more NEW Crystalline DNA is automatically activated in them because of it. Very simply said, the more Crystalline Christ frequency one has Embodied, the more Crystalline DNA codes are connected (bridged) and activated and because of that and more, external reality automatically follows suit. The more individual Embodiers embody, the faster external physical and nonphysical realities reflect this evolution that Group intentionally embodies, seeds and anchors on and in physical Earth through their physical bodies and actions. Makes sense why Team Dark comes at the First Everything-ers hard to stop them. It should also make sense why this ‘Event’ is coming. It should also make my cartoon LIGHT-blub installation symbolism make more sense too. We’re closer today than ever before of having enough Embodied individuals carrying Crystalline Christ frequency and enough matching NEW activated Crystalline DNA in themselves to trigger the natural external changes some are calling ‘the Event’.

How many Embodied First Everything-ers does it take to screw in the NEW LIGHT-bulb? As many as exist today. Ready for the last quarter months and extra potent energetic Embodiment activities of 2018 fellow freedom bringers? Every ascension year from the 9 of September to the the 1 of January of the next year, the 9, 10, 11 and 12 of September, October, November and December have gotten increasingly intense and complex energetically. But because 2018 has been 2018, this years last quarter months and ongoing Ascension and Embodiment energy tasks will be like nothing that’s happened before. Those ready to Embody more will continue to do so which continues to bring ‘the Event’ closer to manifesting physically. Your ‘Volunteering’ to incarnate into physical 3D density and do all you have First Everything-ers is hopefully making even more sense to you, and making more sense about why Team Dark has been on your physical and etheric ass in the worst of ways since minute-one.

It’s you, it’s always been you First Everything-ers, Forerunners of the Forerunners, and Forerunners which is why it’s been so hard, so painful, dangerous, unrelenting, thankless, isolating and profoundly difficult. We Volunteered to enter dense negative physical hell on Earth with the intent of freeing it and its inhabitants from the Team Dark aliens, devils, demons and negative human puppet controllers that humanity hasn’t even known existed and kept them imprisoned. We’ve lived and carried out the greatest Divine infiltration and recovery coup override ever, and we’ve been hated and attacked repeatedly because of it down here by pretty much everyone. It just is what it is, or I should say what it has been because this negativity is coming to an end because of these many connected things. The Ascension Process, the Embodiment Process, the Separation of Worlds (bifurcation), and the small First Everything-ers Group now so close to finally reaching that evolutionary Unification level within themselves that will automatically trip the switch in the Sun and other places and cause an instantaneous mass evolutionary external ‘Event’ for all.

But first Forerunners, we’ve got to live and Embody the rest of 2018 and continue being dramatically changed by it in our bodies and beings. Business as usual in other words, just that it’s reached this next-level and we’re each feeling it like never before. We’re doing the same now with the approaching September 22, 2018 Equinox energies. Don’t fixate or freak out or feel pressure over being one of the First Everything-ers screwing in the NEW LIGHT-bulb. We knew what we signed up for and we’re very close to it now but there’s some more individual Inner Work and transformations we must go through first. Yes this next-level hurts worse than what we’ve already been through but what’s a little more pain, pressure and constantly emanating flashing, flickering Lights from our bodies from getting a bit more Source into us to pull this one off down here? Stay focused on what you’re going through and why and don’t worry about any of the rest of it. Live it, be it, radiate it and continue helping to bring it. 

Denise

September 16, 2018